While things are calmed down at the moment, I figured I’d take the time to let people know that things are getting better. I’m pretty cut up, and Josh is recuperating from what happened, but we’re both okay. You can stop worrying now (Lisa…)
Sam had tried to hold onto the high from his birthday, something he hadn’t expected to really be doing. He hadn’t wanted to celebrate at all, but had gone out with Josh, Cami, Seath and Adrian, and had actually had fun. Once he had gotten some beer and a few shots in him, he loosened right up, laughing and joking with the rest of them, leaning into Josh and just enjoying the closeness. He hadn’t lied to Josh when he told him he had missed him, missed them. It had been so long since they had been just them again - they used to joke around, have fun, kiss and touch ever day. Now it was like every time he opened his mouth, they argued. It wasn’t something he liked, and thanks to the alcohol taking care of any filter he may have had, he had told him that.
I have no idea. He just said that he wouldn’t do that until my birthday. It’s been about a week and a half, and my birthday is a week from Thursday. But he’s not here right now, so it’s easier to resist temptation.